Understood GDawg... nor do you have to believe what others believe.
Your perspective reminds me of how I felt when my dad died @ 47yo... or when I'd walk into Cincinnati Children's Hospital and see these innocent little children ravaged by cancer... I couldn't help to think 'why would God allow this to happen'? Just like why would God allow a bullet to miss Trump but kill a completely innocent bystander who was a great friend, husband, & dad with 2 small girls at home. Or better yet, allow some really bad people have good things happen to them? Makes no sense.
Or does it? As a Christian, my anger and frustration at God was palpable, but rather than shutting down and letting that acrimony grow, I dug deeper into the Bible and found (for me) the answers I needed.
Not trying to convert you or anything like that. Just sharing my walk. Stick around dude... we need more leg humpers and ball lickers and bowl cut cultists to abuse.... if the bible thumpers here start to bother you, let me know... I'll write a letter. 🤣